I hate it when you tell me you’ll change and you never do. If you tell me you are gonna try harder, then actually do it. You make me feel like you don’t even want to talk to me even though I know you do. You just dont know how to express yourself over text messages and its discouraging.
on que, following back until i reach goal , (following all blogs when i get back on)
I’ve been lied too so much about this one situation that I don’t even know what to believe anymore. Once you lie to me over and over again, of course i’m eventually gonna believe it. Then you go back and tell me that everything that you said in the past was a lie. How do i not know that youre lying about saying that you lied in the past just to tell me what I want to hear and want to believe. Its so hard to believe you and it makes me feel bad but i dont wanna seem that gullible. I hate not knowing & not being able to trust what youre telling me. Half of me thinks youre being sincere, and the other half thinks its just a joke. Who knows, but either way it doesnt really make a difference because I accept your past. I just wish i could have more trust in what you say about that subject.
